Basckstreet Boys. That's what currently playing on my ipod right now. I would put it louder if I could but alas, Erin's little speakers only produce so much sound and I have yet to magically fix my computer on my own. The last five songs that have played have been so random. Hah. Oh, and now Whitney Houston. I love this song.
I've been afraid to blog. To think. To express myself. I take my journal out even to write and I stop myself. I feel trapped.
Every day I'm losing.
I liked you sitting here. Never enough.
I want to run. Always run.
What am I running from?
Everything hurts so much. Weakness permeates every part of me. I'm so tired.
I want to understand what's going on and how to prevent myself from losing grip on the tiny bit of reality I still have.
Every moment is...
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