Impatience.

I have this surging energy inside of me. I want to describe to my tiny minion of readers the contents on my inner most wants, my deepest fears, my constant failures, my fleeting past, my dawning future but alas I cannot. I keep myself at bay, curled together in a ball, thoughts pacing back and forth in the crevices of my mind. I'm afraid to even smile. Guarded. Oh but the things I want to say.